SweetzJane23

hmph~ it is holiday
wat to do? ntg special
but something 4 me to appreciate
my god, my buddha is blessing me
He gives me a smooth n blessed journey
im now in a save n good condition
although i lost something quite precious
but im still feel great
becoz i m blessed to live without grief

n i m being vegetarian this month
i hope He can get my wishes, n may all my dreams n hopes come true
i didnt require any gorgeous thing
juz a little hopes..
i hope my daddy mami koko n every living things in this world can be blessed
they can live under a safe n blessed situation
n 1 more.. i really hope i can remove n banish every of my evil thinking
it is easy to say, but it s very very hard to demostrate it
it s true u noe?
but i hav to do my best to make it easy n so work on myself

benediction! i hav to learn it too
ppl treat u so well, n it is a must 4 u to treat them well u noe?
be good to every1 eventhough they dun treat u tat way
teasing, insulting, querimony..... hav to be banished!
ok?
hmph~ musnt live wit 3 root condition
or u ll suffered 4eva...
amithaba

*jane23*
good person is living in me

after schl

i scared... something same might happened
i dun dare to write down bout him
n i scared, it might end like wat i used to hav
hmph~ walking along the road, which i used to walk
but now he was there wit me..
suppose to be happy? yup... but how ll he think bout me?
the 1st time 4 him to meet me, n .... dun hav any comment
it means ? dangerous? positive?
if he is the 1 who judge some1 by it's appearance
i wont be the 1 rtE?

we r not given any chances to express our true heart ya?
or mb i m the 1 who think too much?
can it long last?
i really hope i can have such relationship wit him like wat yx has
but... u muz noe
there is many diff between me n her
she is so perfect ... the 1 who keep improving herself in everyway
me? ntg.. i m not expert in anything
study? juz okay.. appearance? juz normal..
piano skill? not so gud.. i m not perfect in everything

but

can a true heart melt everything?

but u should noe, when it gets to cold
u re not alone I ll melt the snow

ll u be the 1 who melt the snow 4 me?
i nvr hope to hav much, nvr demand 4 perfect 100
but, can i hav 99?
n i m very worry bout it, til my mind get distracted by something
n u were the 1 i think about
asked 4 ur company but didnt get wat i expected
does it mean negative?
mb i ll get the answer 2night.......

*jane23*
gudnite

tear drops on my guitar

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
Drew talks to meI laugh
'cause it's just damn funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car
I keep singing
Don't know why I do
Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless
I wish I could be
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car
I keep singing
Don't know why I do
So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car
I keep singing
Don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

*jane23*
speechless

Love Story

1 guy named prince.. he likes a gurl named angel

but unfortunately, angel dun wan any changes in her life, so she reject the prince

den prince was sad, n lost confident

but den, 1 day.. prince found tat princess is so kind n mb might ease his pain tat get from angel

so, the prince proposed to princess

1stly, princess didnt think much about tat, she juz never reject prince like wat angel did

mb she is kind, n she doesnt mean to hurt the prince

day by day had past..

prince told princess, he has to decrease their contact time,

becoz of something important..

princess said okay.. mb she was understanding?

but 1 day.. princess asked

m i disturbing u anyway ?

prince answered wit a mean feeling tat would hurt princess..

he said not really

how hurt was the princess

den, prince explain something to princess

he said, finally i understand the reason 4 angel to reject me.. n now i got the same feeling as her,

i didnt wan any changes in my life, mb i m not ready yet, or mb i m not used to it

okay, the understanding princess answered..

but, prince promised

he ll be princess best fren 4eva n eva

n he said, if he lyks some1, he ll also keep it to himself

den.. everyday, prince ll contact princess

n everynight.. he ll wish her, good9 sweet dream

a massive wish

but,

this few days, princess less received his sms..

he ll juz gives her a massive gud9 wish

den, princess asked angel

did prince contact u?

she said, he smsed me every night, n i relplied him too



this s the reason for the tear drops on my piano

*jane23*
tears dropping~

happy mooncake festival!

2day 15th day of chinese calendar
it s also known as mooncake festival..
the day 4 us to perform.. haha
1stly, we went to fo tang
hmph~ juz same, get ignored by tat gang
n very bu shuang!!
b4 our parade, i cried
becoz of azril's msg..
he doesnt hurt me or anything else
but he touched my heart
i cried suddenly n i cant control it at all
juz went into the toilet n cry

yo!! i saw him.. phew luckily he came
owh.. i noe much ad about him
he is studying at segar n pmr on this year
tat s y he cant attend the class every sunday
juz now, he asked us to light up his lantern n act like a small boy
haha.. n i gave him my latern n also put some candle into his pocket
hehe got much physical contact hor?
but while i was waiting 4 my frens to go 4 the parade,
he ad went far away..
haizz... i keep asking my fren to go faster
but also cant c his shadow..
ei?? my fren said : eh, y u terbalik walked?
he said, i wanna find pink colour gang ma..
white colour not nice 1
haha... den he was walking beside me
^^ fewit~
when his candle almost extinguish, he asked me to help him to relight it
he blew it, den i put the candle..
but tat time another came n help, so i juz taking the candle lo
ouch!!
my hand kena the fire.. very pain o
den he pulled away my hand n said sry2
den okay d, we walked 2gether..

finished parade.. got singing partt
all of us sing 2gether every1 involved
i saw he keep finding the place near me
n at last he was behind
haha so funny
keep singing the incorrect way
wat lah.. muz respect leh!
haha..
den after tat our turn to perform d
aiya... i suddenly nervous o!!
mb becoz of his existance
n my dressing very weird n funnny
haiyo~~
when my turn to come out, i dun even dare to look at their place
keep looking at my frens, our actors
hmph~ he record the whole performance o....
ishh
very 'fish' ah...
haaa..

nway, at the end we gonna go home
he leave 1st.. he keep saying byebye to his fren
but our gang didnt notice him
den he suddenly took out his hand n show the bye sign in front of my face
i also replied lo..
n i did something quite brave
without hesitation woh!
i m so yeng...~
tat time he was finding his shoes, den i walked behind him n point his back
i gave him my handphone n said
give me ur phone number...
wow... i dun think i was tat brave lo
n his sister was beside
she said : u noti ah~
omg... wat does she mean?
haha.. means i m chasing her bro?
embarrassing~
den he pressed d give back me
i said thank u~
den bye2
hahaha....

but we gonna die next week T.T

*jane23*
90% of lucky
n 10% of bad luck

21 Gun - Green Day

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath awayAnd you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
you and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
you and I

*jane23*
21 Gun

COMPLICATED!!! 21 Gun

haizz..recently, some1 had entered my life
1st, he proposed, but i juz normal
soon... mb get touched by him
n having the same feeling as him
since then.. i think he is the better 1 for me to delete my old memories
but then, he told me the same thing as wat the rest 2 told me
do i suppose to trust him?
ya, it s true... IT s coming
n IT s scary, dangerous......
so they muz prepare 4 IT
n i suppose not to disturb him
ryte?
den... suppose to ignore him 4 this 19 days?
or juz send him some wordS?
1 21 gun
take it to suicide la....
not worth dieing 4

Love Means Never Having To Say You Are Bad

If you enter thid world knowing u r loved
&
you leave this world knowing the same,
then
everything tat happened in between can be dealt with
~ MJ~

76% lucky...
where to get it? where it from?
from You?

*jane23*
21 Gun

snowy n lucky

2day: 6/7/2009
my house have added new member..
not any1, but 2 of them, 2 guinea pigs
yeah!! finally i hav some1 to accompany wit when i m alone
haizz.. but y la?
they feel so strange wit me..
even it ad 3 or 4 hours they been wit me
then we named them
lucky ( qian qian = money )
snowy ( ?? rou rou mb..)
haha.. me n mum wanted to name them but which should we use
nway, i hope they can be better 2moro..^^
yeah!

*jane23*
love ya

KL2....haizz

2day.. 21 had canceled the curse
n it works
hahaha... it suppose to be hapi ryte?
ya, but later,
it became a hateness in love angel's mind
wowh.. fear!
both were quarreling by smsing each other
now, i dunno wat s gonna happen soon
or even now
n this is his real attitude isn't he?
hmm... if yes, tat means no more lo
dun judge a book by it's cover
really!

*jane23*
dissapointed

??? remaining?

h3y guys...
i hav a very strong feeling to enter this page..
erm..
last few days, i hav read a touching mail
entitled: 7 things tat girls hard to know
??? huh?? wats tat?
it wrote everything bout boys
things tat ll happened on boys but hard to realize by gurls

n after tat mail.. i started my optimistic mind
n 2day, i was walking down from the class
getting down from the staircase
n i saw him wit his frens down there
n....
he looked up..
both of us were looking to each other
n a feeling of shameness was appeared i think
den he turned back.. so m i
hmph~
wat to do?? ntg wad
hehe... juz smile~

*jane23*
hapi jane

happy...> WORRIED

2day.. so happy coz went to 1u wit my frens..
quite a normal shopping but we were having fun
laughing all the time..
but thing goes like wat wy usually say
happy changed into sad
or laughter changed into sadness
so going to do wat leh?
21, pray ya... 4 me.. hehe
thx thx..
once u r still being human,
cant avoid from making mistakes
is it?
aiyaa!!!
dunno la... actually can sleep wit smile de lo
mana zai...
huhuhu.... angel?? angel?? any angel coming?
hopefully.......bless~~~

*jane23*
elbuort

depressed day....

if i become only memories??
how would it be 4 the rest of others' life?
ll it hav any changes?
i m no longer important ryte?
to the earth... to every1... to you...
i was juz worth to be used..wasn't it?

after been using..i ll be thrown.. ryte?
even my best fren also did so to me..
mb they think it s not so serious
but to me... it is a deep wound u noe??
she asked me to reject u, but if i reject u all
wat ll i get? an ignore ryte?
or unsatisfied? or even blaming?

hmph~girl...
i wanted to thx u..
ur blog, makes me cried
n i felt better... eventhough u were not in
but... ur text gave me a comfort feeling..
bcoz u were also having tat kind of feeling on tat time
n i think u could understand me...
n u r the 1 who can let me release..
aren't u?
but dun think tat i m using or anything else ya..
i m using my heart..
true heart..

别再哭了，多不值得
笑一笑把事情看透彻
生活苦涩 该谁负责？
失去也是另一种获得
把每件事情看开点
日子就会好过些....

*jane23*
emo gurl...

back...

phew~ finally friday has gone...
but now i m changed, i ll be waiting 4 friday
n i ll be putting my hopes on it..
juz now we were at the club
unexpected, he recognize me oh..
i dun even pay attention on him last week..
n he looks alike as KL!!!
my god... n he is the type of 'soft' person
he juz keep smiling, n less talking..
his smile is very attractive^^
a good boy who follows his mum goes to everywhere
since last few years he did so..
sweet...adorable..
hmph~
thinking of u....
n mb u r the 1 who can make me totally 4get bout him
yeah!! i m so happy if i successfully did so
but plz rmb...
u r not replacement...
u r the better 1...

*jane23*
YOU

802...1/5

i went to fo xue ban this morning
erm, den we practise 4 the drama..
haha quite fun but boring coz less ppl join
n he asking 4 the food from me, n said i look like 1 of his fren
he gonna show me her pic
but coz of the practise, i never spend my time wit him exclude lunch time
he said i eat like a child....too little
haha.. n he eats too much!!
how could he be like tat?? huh?
he said he scared of spicy, he do funny dont he?
he said : guai~
he said : leng gei
when i was coming down, he has gone...
buBy3...
hope can c u next week, its quite fun to hav a fren like eu

*jane23*
FrenZ~

801...??

ishh... 2day, damn!!
i really cant stand her attitude d lah
i feel like wanna scold her in front of every1
she is too much..
she cant be like tat wad, she is having a feeling of jealousy
a very strong feeling of it..
n she cant control it so she is now exploding
n she made every1 feel annoyed!!
should i tell her tat she cant be like tat??
but she wont wont 100% wont agree of my opinion 1..
mb i can release to some1 who can solve this prob

2day...i saw 'bigS' & 'smallS'
yo! he is damn cute
n they were looking at me all the time
i dunno y
mb he was talking bout my bad things?? or they can recognize me??
hmph~ hope he got no offence on me n have a good impression
i m now putting him away slowly n slowly..
if it is 2010, mb i can totally 4get bout him
n i m having good days or memory wit others soon
hope my wish ll come true~
thX...^^

*jane23*
Tru3

no more

2day.. i suddenly got no offence on her
dunno y.. mb my 'kind heart' is working now hahaha
since 2day, after recess, when ps...
really got no offence, n i really thought she mb can b a quite gud fren
hmph~juz now i saw her writting, she is angry.. i felt like wanted to pujuk her
wanna talk to her as a identity of fren or best fren
wasn't her fault actually
it was juz a jealousy among gurl's mind
ryte?
but i still prefer to be a common fren 4 her so m i
bcoz this situation only can be long lasting
it wont hav quarrel or hateness


yo! i m so proud of myself babe!!
hahaha.... * i m crazy man~*
anyway, hope tat feeling wont appear anymore
bless me bless me!!

*jane23*
no offence~

yo wassup~~

yo.. finally i could on9!
the 'internet' finally successfully become yellow colour
muahaha...
hmph~ actually i had a new aim last week
i got quite many common things with him
tat s y he became my aim
but once i asked some1 4 the number,
they said..some1 possess him d..
does it means END? i mean my hopes n wishes END?
hmph~but those common things still happening after tat
3 days i was behind of him early in the morning
n 1 of the day i talked to him.. but then the rest days i got ntg else to say d
i m mb juz a common fren 4 him..
tat s y... the conversation between us only ll appear 'hi, bye, hello'
tat s it..
erm.. how to get closer huh?
seems like very hard woh..
is it?
no matter wat s going on the next
i may change it into a better 1
i can do it...

*jane23*
better 1~

m i ?

i deserved everything?
i m not actually..
in a sudden, i feel tat i m always alone
a life without him is damn hard to pass
if he is here, mb i can release it to him
mb he can make my tears dried n dissapeared
n changed it into the tears of happiness..
n laughter..

ya.. u r now important to them
i m ntg
juz a minor minor character
i m living in my own world
i was thinking tat i could join in, but finally i found tat
i m not deserved it..
i m not deserved everything
m i?

based on my character, it would be hate, tease, insult, anger in other's opinion
y everytime like this? ll be hav some1 to share wit
it suppose to be happi or sad?
happi coz others would like to bother about my bussiness
sad coz of.......??
mb would hav same feeeling among us
then things getting complicated
then mb quarrel would be the next
then mb a war
then silent..........
then end wit being good
hahaha..
this is called LIFE!

*jane23*
Life Is Totally Complicated

my hair been cut by LIN LIN~

2day..a quiet unlucky day 4 me

this morning actually can be saved

haha... coz of i dun listen to yi xin

the lord of prediction..haha

then lin lin called: jane...

then put down my hair...

'panjang x?'

panjang..

'tinggal la sini..

haha... these were wat she said b4 she wanna cut lo

after cut, i dun dare to look at the mirror

faster tie it up..

but when i reached home, i put properly

hmph~ quiet okay wat

lin lin can open saloon d o..

haha^.^

but last time i swear tat i wont cut straight hair de~

now i miss my previous hairstyle o

huhu..

look at it >>>

okay ma? haizz

not used to it yet leh..

weird weird de..

*jane23*

straight~

such a ....... day!!

ish!!!
dunno how to describe 2day
i hate it!!
pn vanaja... maybe u could help
pn tai? mb u can caunsel me..
my brain is now complicated
all of the vein r now combined ( i think so ^.^)

ishhh...
u ah u...
dunno how to wake 1 a?
u r now growing u noe?
plz change ur behaviour n attitude can ?
i scared i cant bear it anymore

hmph~
2day my sight was following him
n he juz the same as last time
but his heart s now diff
totally diff
my name or my shadow
r now dissapeared in his mind
it only appeared other's

mb it s the time 4 me to put down everything
shouldn't be so... so wat?
dunno wat to sat about myself d..
1 word... DEGIL
ryte ryte?
haha

*jane23*
hope u can do it well....put it down

no promises

i dun wanna run away bby u r the 1 i need 2night
i juz wanna die in ur arms...
dont u rmb? u told me tat

2day... a moody day 4 me..
i sick since last night
he is same too

should i continue put my trust in her?
could she be my best fren?
u hurt me many many times d....
but..i still keep telling myself
not to lost trust in u
not to doubt

i dunno wat to do....i cried
n cried
n cried
this is only the way i found to heal my wound
should i continue to do so?

hey frenzz... unexpected, u can be my counselor o..
THX so much...
hope u can c this msg...
full of sincere, i wish all of u happy n blessed.....
i hope i can hav it too

love all of u!

*jane23*
relive~

after exam den RESULTS~

haizz.. my results
OKay gua
average is 80.75
but last time 89++
tat means i didnt do my best in this exam
mb it s coz of the mid year exam..it might be harder
but my BC got 67 o!!!
how could i get this ugly number leh?

out of topic~
2day.. i used my braveness
to pass him something
i passed it to him n said thank u
i was being cooled..calm
but after tat..i really wanted to cry
i miss his smile.. i miss the way he walk
i miss the way he speak n play
i miss him so much.....
i used an hour to think n miss about him
after tat.. i really need to refresh myself n WAKE!

when i only can fully give up?
when i met some1 to replace him?
i didnt think to do so


*jane23*
gud luck!

shayne ward!!

now i only realize
he is really talented.. his voice
damn nice babe!!
love it so much..

Every day of my life
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me breathless
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me breathless

breathless~

*jane23*

found a new person to chat deeply 2day..

this morning was so bored...every1 didnt on9
max went out cheryl not in..wy bz..
then i saw amanda, then we started our chat
indirectly i told her about me n him
our stories..
but she told me she likes him 1 percent o!?!?
huh?... mb he got very strong attaction gua
n i realize tat... i m blessed too..
it s my proud to posses him..eventhough it juz 4 a short period
but i much better than the 1 who dun ever hav..
ryte?? true?
haha~muz appreciate ma..


*jane23*

normal day

yo~ few days didnt come up here
yesterday...quiet weird n funny
miss communication..we went to play ball
b4 going we were quiet excited n nervous ( i think so...)
but not under expect..when we reached there, kenny they all asked..
'where s the ball?'
huh? not kenny suppose to bring a?
he said he thought we ll bring.. marcus dressed up wit a 'pro' basketball player
haha..weird man~
then we juz lepak there 4 1 n a half hours..then go home~
tat s our new creation- invisible basketball

deyh max.. we r not blaming u lah
as long as we r happy then okay lo ryte holamxgurl ??
^.^


*jane23*

knock you down.. Kill you up!! TOMORROW

sometimes love comes around n it knock u down juz get back up n it knock u down
ya..it s true.. but sometimes love go away, it will really kill u up!!
tat feeling is unpredictable.. it s painful n suffered
TIME is the bestest way to heal ur wound
it s really usefull...the relationship is so regrettable
hope we can be 2gether again..really wish so
but anyway.. it s a phase in ur life tat u muz face n pass
be strong in ur life, n continue a new 2moro wit joyness, happiness, hopes...
keep expecting u might hav a effulgence TOMORROW or FUTURE
TOMORROW which full with hopes r waiting 4 u..
be patient n wait 4 the coming of tat day
an amazing 2moro...dun think about the passed
it s a passed n u wont get back eventhough it s happy
so.. juz put ur hopeS in ur TOMORROW
BE HAPPY YA FRENZZ
all of u there.. n every1 in my heart..
i really hope u all can be happy
BE STRONG IN UR LIFE

*jane23*

bored holiday...

juz got back from putrajaya yesterday..
beautiful scenery...suitable 4 couples to pak to o..haha
n went to alamanda...so tired lah the whole day
hmph~ ntg to do
thought can go 4 shopping at MV this tues but haiyo.. cancled d
huhu~ SJ folio havent done yet a!!
SJ stand 4..... actually it s a sweet memories, now became sad memories
everything had passed.. everything changed.. everything is different now
cant juz thinking about the passed
muz chase our future, n make it be better..
2moro is koko's bday, dunno wat to give also
but he ad own a new NIKE shoes n going to hav sushi as lunch 2day

SIENZZ o.. pn wong tt's hw havent done yet
how o? still need to go 4 the replaced class meh?
lazy lah teacher.. u dun be so hardworking can?

it s time to stop this bored blog..haha
c ya! bye..

*jane23*

get blame pulak~

haizz..thought yesterday can play basketball 2gether..mane tau salah paham pulak
my fault also~ if now i write at here sure missunderstanding again lo
then i straight die.. better dun say liao lah..

last night hor.. me n rachel tan played 1 on9 terrifying game
named hotel 626.. tried it b4?
actually not so scary lah but very geli..coz the shouting voice n geli geli face
hehe..then tat game need us to on webcam so tat they can capture our scary face while playing tat game..haha.. our pic very funny o.. both of us also closed the face

2day morning leh..went to MV wit rachel n neightbours..
1stly eat @ McD.. then watch monster VS alien
haha quiet cute movie.. but the ticket...haizz..RM12/person o
siao eh..
then after movie, lunch @ sushi king..
wah RM 55 for only 2 of us o..haha
the 2nd time broke myself record..last time more worse
2 of us RM63.. dunno how to eat 1 ( haha^^)
then later went to pet shop..cutiee rabbitss n guine pigss o..

hmph~~ quiet bored o this holidays..without him
hey!!! stop saying him lah...
okay.. it s to bath..
bye

*jane23*

becoz of this..i had learned.....

mami..papa..koko..frenss..li man ^^
in this hardest day..
u all gave me a comfort hug n advices
n i realize tat i m very blessedness
i m blessed wit all of u
n my Buddha had helped me too
really appreciate to all of u..
i ll never forget wat u all had given to me

aiya..shouldnt always talk this topic leh..
haha..
oh ya
i 4got to take my track suit back...alamak
n always my shoe bag..my sliper..
haiya..
in tat camp..i learned many things n noe many ppl o
but get scolded by my leader
actually cant blame him also lah
bcoz we lack of semangat perpaduan
haha..tat s y our candle would get blown by the naughty fasi..
ish..
n i met some1 named helmi..
wow he look alike as Anwar leh..
but shorter..N i noe many ppl like lekka,irene,daus,aisyah...
4got the name d haha
i most like the explorance part o..wah whole body dirty
yuckss..then when i was bathing 4got to take my pants!!!
haizz...muz buy again lo
wasting money lah me..
huhu...

started from 2day..i muz be better n better..
i cant always think about the passed
coz future ll always be better!!
a mi tuo fo..
hehe^^

*jane23*

Back from camping...Tired babe!

yo!! finally i reached my sweety home..
my bed is so comfortable
but once i get home, my brain automatically think something sad
n it really made me cried the whole day..
me n him juz broke up wit unpredictable reasons
he said he wanna focus in study..mb he juz simply gave a reason
he is actually found a gurl to fall in love
he had forgotten our promises...memories..everything we did
boys cant be trusted deeply...isn't it???!!
he had given me many promises.. n we did many things to remember our promises
but why? why some1 can be so cruel?
doing something without feeling..without thinking..without remembering promises
how could u be so heartless??
some1 told me he had a new gf..but some said no
but the reason the told me is about study..
i noe..i noe his aim..is to be a very good person, he muz study hard 4 his aim n life...
i wont blame him if tat is his reason
i wont..n i ll continue loving him...
bcoz he had given me many things i dun ever hav...
thank u!!... but can u dun lie to me?
i m really hurt if u treat me like tat..
i was keep thinking..whether u were serious to me since the day u be wit me?
i m so happy...when u were beside me..u were giving me promises..
u were angrying wit me..u were trying to get attention from me..
u were making me happy..n were doing the things i like...
we got so much unforgetable memories
r u really forgot all of them n starts ur new memory wit new person in ur life?

but anyway..THANK U so much my frenss...
u all had given me a very big help in passing this suffering days..
but when i m alone..i ll keep thinking about him..everything about us
all those things ll only be my sweetest memories in my life
n it was my first time to have tat feeling..i hope he ll appreciate all of these

Jane, u already do ur best n u did it very well
juz ignore the 1 who dun appreciate u
dun lost trust in any1 u ll meet the next
mb he ll be the 1 who can give u happiness
n u muz thank to 'him' bcoz he had given u a very good memory
n ll not take any revenge upon him
i really hope u can be happy juz like when u were being wit me..
Happy forever n good luck syg...

thanks ya my frens...
ying, maxine, cheryl, rachel, shi ying, evelynn.....
i love u all always!