Back from camping...Tired babe!

yo!! finally i reached my sweety home..
my bed is so comfortable
but once i get home, my brain automatically think something sad
n it really made me cried the whole day..
me n him juz broke up wit unpredictable reasons
he said he wanna focus in study..mb he juz simply gave a reason
he is actually found a gurl to fall in love
he had forgotten our promises...memories..everything we did
boys cant be trusted deeply...isn't it???!!
he had given me many promises.. n we did many things to remember our promises
but why? why some1 can be so cruel?
doing something without feeling..without thinking..without remembering promises
how could u be so heartless??
some1 told me he had a new gf..but some said no
but the reason the told me is about study..
i noe..i noe his aim..is to be a very good person, he muz study hard 4 his aim n life...
i wont blame him if tat is his reason
i wont..n i ll continue loving him...
bcoz he had given me many things i dun ever hav...
thank u!!... but can u dun lie to me?
i m really hurt if u treat me like tat..
i was keep thinking..whether u were serious to me since the day u be wit me?
i m so happy...when u were beside me..u were giving me promises..
u were angrying wit me..u were trying to get attention from me..
u were making me happy..n were doing the things i like...
we got so much unforgetable memories
r u really forgot all of them n starts ur new memory wit new person in ur life?

but anyway..THANK U so much my frenss...
u all had given me a very big help in passing this suffering days..
but when i m alone..i ll keep thinking about him..everything about us
all those things ll only be my sweetest memories in my life
n it was my first time to have tat feeling..i hope he ll appreciate all of these

Jane, u already do ur best n u did it very well
juz ignore the 1 who dun appreciate u
dun lost trust in any1 u ll meet the next
mb he ll be the 1 who can give u happiness
n u muz thank to 'him' bcoz he had given u a very good memory
n ll not take any revenge upon him
i really hope u can be happy juz like when u were being wit me..
Happy forever n good luck syg...

thanks ya my frens...
ying, maxine, cheryl, rachel, shi ying, evelynn.....
i love u all always!