m i ?

i deserved everything?
i m not actually..
in a sudden, i feel tat i m always alone
a life without him is damn hard to pass
if he is here, mb i can release it to him
mb he can make my tears dried n dissapeared
n changed it into the tears of happiness..
n laughter..

ya.. u r now important to them
i m ntg
juz a minor minor character
i m living in my own world
i was thinking tat i could join in, but finally i found tat
i m not deserved it..
i m not deserved everything
m i?

based on my character, it would be hate, tease, insult, anger in other's opinion
y everytime like this? ll be hav some1 to share wit
it suppose to be happi or sad?
happi coz others would like to bother about my bussiness
sad coz of.......??
mb would hav same feeeling among us
then things getting complicated
then mb quarrel would be the next
then mb a war
then silent..........
then end wit being good
hahaha..
this is called LIFE!

*jane23*
Life Is Totally Complicated

my hair been cut by LIN LIN~

2day..a quiet unlucky day 4 me

this morning actually can be saved

haha... coz of i dun listen to yi xin

the lord of prediction..haha

then lin lin called: jane...

then put down my hair...

'panjang x?'

panjang..

'tinggal la sini..

haha... these were wat she said b4 she wanna cut lo

after cut, i dun dare to look at the mirror

faster tie it up..

but when i reached home, i put properly

hmph~ quiet okay wat

lin lin can open saloon d o..

haha^.^

but last time i swear tat i wont cut straight hair de~

now i miss my previous hairstyle o

huhu..

look at it >>>

okay ma? haizz

not used to it yet leh..

weird weird de..

*jane23*

straight~

such a ....... day!!

ish!!!
dunno how to describe 2day
i hate it!!
pn vanaja... maybe u could help
pn tai? mb u can caunsel me..
my brain is now complicated
all of the vein r now combined ( i think so ^.^)

ishhh...
u ah u...
dunno how to wake 1 a?
u r now growing u noe?
plz change ur behaviour n attitude can ?
i scared i cant bear it anymore

hmph~
2day my sight was following him
n he juz the same as last time
but his heart s now diff
totally diff
my name or my shadow
r now dissapeared in his mind
it only appeared other's

mb it s the time 4 me to put down everything
shouldn't be so... so wat?
dunno wat to sat about myself d..
1 word... DEGIL
ryte ryte?
haha

*jane23*
hope u can do it well....put it down

no promises

i dun wanna run away bby u r the 1 i need 2night
i juz wanna die in ur arms...
dont u rmb? u told me tat

2day... a moody day 4 me..
i sick since last night
he is same too

should i continue put my trust in her?
could she be my best fren?
u hurt me many many times d....
but..i still keep telling myself
not to lost trust in u
not to doubt

i dunno wat to do....i cried
n cried
n cried
this is only the way i found to heal my wound
should i continue to do so?

hey frenzz... unexpected, u can be my counselor o..
THX so much...
hope u can c this msg...
full of sincere, i wish all of u happy n blessed.....
i hope i can hav it too

love all of u!

*jane23*
relive~

after exam den RESULTS~

haizz.. my results
OKay gua
average is 80.75
but last time 89++
tat means i didnt do my best in this exam
mb it s coz of the mid year exam..it might be harder
but my BC got 67 o!!!
how could i get this ugly number leh?

out of topic~
2day.. i used my braveness
to pass him something
i passed it to him n said thank u
i was being cooled..calm
but after tat..i really wanted to cry
i miss his smile.. i miss the way he walk
i miss the way he speak n play
i miss him so much.....
i used an hour to think n miss about him
after tat.. i really need to refresh myself n WAKE!

when i only can fully give up?
when i met some1 to replace him?
i didnt think to do so


*jane23*
gud luck!

shayne ward!!

now i only realize
he is really talented.. his voice
damn nice babe!!
love it so much..

Every day of my life
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me breathless
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me breathless

breathless~

*jane23*

found a new person to chat deeply 2day..

this morning was so bored...every1 didnt on9
max went out cheryl not in..wy bz..
then i saw amanda, then we started our chat
indirectly i told her about me n him
our stories..
but she told me she likes him 1 percent o!?!?
huh?... mb he got very strong attaction gua
n i realize tat... i m blessed too..
it s my proud to posses him..eventhough it juz 4 a short period
but i much better than the 1 who dun ever hav..
ryte?? true?
haha~muz appreciate ma..


*jane23*

normal day

yo~ few days didnt come up here
yesterday...quiet weird n funny
miss communication..we went to play ball
b4 going we were quiet excited n nervous ( i think so...)
but not under expect..when we reached there, kenny they all asked..
'where s the ball?'
huh? not kenny suppose to bring a?
he said he thought we ll bring.. marcus dressed up wit a 'pro' basketball player
haha..weird man~
then we juz lepak there 4 1 n a half hours..then go home~
tat s our new creation- invisible basketball

deyh max.. we r not blaming u lah
as long as we r happy then okay lo ryte holamxgurl ??
^.^


*jane23*

knock you down.. Kill you up!! TOMORROW

sometimes love comes around n it knock u down juz get back up n it knock u down
ya..it s true.. but sometimes love go away, it will really kill u up!!
tat feeling is unpredictable.. it s painful n suffered
TIME is the bestest way to heal ur wound
it s really usefull...the relationship is so regrettable
hope we can be 2gether again..really wish so
but anyway.. it s a phase in ur life tat u muz face n pass
be strong in ur life, n continue a new 2moro wit joyness, happiness, hopes...
keep expecting u might hav a effulgence TOMORROW or FUTURE
TOMORROW which full with hopes r waiting 4 u..
be patient n wait 4 the coming of tat day
an amazing 2moro...dun think about the passed
it s a passed n u wont get back eventhough it s happy
so.. juz put ur hopeS in ur TOMORROW
BE HAPPY YA FRENZZ
all of u there.. n every1 in my heart..
i really hope u all can be happy
BE STRONG IN UR LIFE

*jane23*

bored holiday...

juz got back from putrajaya yesterday..
beautiful scenery...suitable 4 couples to pak to o..haha
n went to alamanda...so tired lah the whole day
hmph~ ntg to do
thought can go 4 shopping at MV this tues but haiyo.. cancled d
huhu~ SJ folio havent done yet a!!
SJ stand 4..... actually it s a sweet memories, now became sad memories
everything had passed.. everything changed.. everything is different now
cant juz thinking about the passed
muz chase our future, n make it be better..
2moro is koko's bday, dunno wat to give also
but he ad own a new NIKE shoes n going to hav sushi as lunch 2day

SIENZZ o.. pn wong tt's hw havent done yet
how o? still need to go 4 the replaced class meh?
lazy lah teacher.. u dun be so hardworking can?

it s time to stop this bored blog..haha
c ya! bye..

*jane23*

get blame pulak~

haizz..thought yesterday can play basketball 2gether..mane tau salah paham pulak
my fault also~ if now i write at here sure missunderstanding again lo
then i straight die.. better dun say liao lah..

last night hor.. me n rachel tan played 1 on9 terrifying game
named hotel 626.. tried it b4?
actually not so scary lah but very geli..coz the shouting voice n geli geli face
hehe..then tat game need us to on webcam so tat they can capture our scary face while playing tat game..haha.. our pic very funny o.. both of us also closed the face

2day morning leh..went to MV wit rachel n neightbours..
1stly eat @ McD.. then watch monster VS alien
haha quiet cute movie.. but the ticket...haizz..RM12/person o
siao eh..
then after movie, lunch @ sushi king..
wah RM 55 for only 2 of us o..haha
the 2nd time broke myself record..last time more worse
2 of us RM63.. dunno how to eat 1 ( haha^^)
then later went to pet shop..cutiee rabbitss n guine pigss o..

hmph~~ quiet bored o this holidays..without him
hey!!! stop saying him lah...
okay.. it s to bath..
bye

*jane23*

becoz of this..i had learned.....

mami..papa..koko..frenss..li man ^^
in this hardest day..
u all gave me a comfort hug n advices
n i realize tat i m very blessedness
i m blessed wit all of u
n my Buddha had helped me too
really appreciate to all of u..
i ll never forget wat u all had given to me

aiya..shouldnt always talk this topic leh..
haha..
oh ya
i 4got to take my track suit back...alamak
n always my shoe bag..my sliper..
haiya..
in tat camp..i learned many things n noe many ppl o
but get scolded by my leader
actually cant blame him also lah
bcoz we lack of semangat perpaduan
haha..tat s y our candle would get blown by the naughty fasi..
ish..
n i met some1 named helmi..
wow he look alike as Anwar leh..
but shorter..N i noe many ppl like lekka,irene,daus,aisyah...
4got the name d haha
i most like the explorance part o..wah whole body dirty
yuckss..then when i was bathing 4got to take my pants!!!
haizz...muz buy again lo
wasting money lah me..
huhu...

started from 2day..i muz be better n better..
i cant always think about the passed
coz future ll always be better!!
a mi tuo fo..
hehe^^

*jane23*

Back from camping...Tired babe!

yo!! finally i reached my sweety home..
my bed is so comfortable
but once i get home, my brain automatically think something sad
n it really made me cried the whole day..
me n him juz broke up wit unpredictable reasons
he said he wanna focus in study..mb he juz simply gave a reason
he is actually found a gurl to fall in love
he had forgotten our promises...memories..everything we did
boys cant be trusted deeply...isn't it???!!
he had given me many promises.. n we did many things to remember our promises
but why? why some1 can be so cruel?
doing something without feeling..without thinking..without remembering promises
how could u be so heartless??
some1 told me he had a new gf..but some said no
but the reason the told me is about study..
i noe..i noe his aim..is to be a very good person, he muz study hard 4 his aim n life...
i wont blame him if tat is his reason
i wont..n i ll continue loving him...
bcoz he had given me many things i dun ever hav...
thank u!!... but can u dun lie to me?
i m really hurt if u treat me like tat..
i was keep thinking..whether u were serious to me since the day u be wit me?
i m so happy...when u were beside me..u were giving me promises..
u were angrying wit me..u were trying to get attention from me..
u were making me happy..n were doing the things i like...
we got so much unforgetable memories
r u really forgot all of them n starts ur new memory wit new person in ur life?

but anyway..THANK U so much my frenss...
u all had given me a very big help in passing this suffering days..
but when i m alone..i ll keep thinking about him..everything about us
all those things ll only be my sweetest memories in my life
n it was my first time to have tat feeling..i hope he ll appreciate all of these

Jane, u already do ur best n u did it very well
juz ignore the 1 who dun appreciate u
dun lost trust in any1 u ll meet the next
mb he ll be the 1 who can give u happiness
n u muz thank to 'him' bcoz he had given u a very good memory
n ll not take any revenge upon him
i really hope u can be happy juz like when u were being wit me..
Happy forever n good luck syg...

thanks ya my frens...
ying, maxine, cheryl, rachel, shi ying, evelynn.....
i love u all always!